This Journey Called Life

I have been subbing at Red Creek Schools for about a month. I have left Skip's Fish Fry, and while I miss the people I used to work with, I definitely like this job better. I have been subbing for teachers, teacher aides, and one on ones. I have been working at all the schools, elementary,  middle, and high school. I prefer the elementary and high schools verses the middle school due to the behavior of the kids. 😁 The staff that I have met have all been really nice and supportive.  They all thank me for coming in and working.  I hope to be working here for the rest of my working career! It is so handy for Dalton and I to have the same schedule. In other news, still haven't reinstalled any dating apps 😁 I haven't met anyone either. I still am perfectly happy being single. 

So this morning I deleted all my dating apps off my phone! I am getting tired off the whole online dating thing in general.        I had Plenty of Fish, OK Cupid, Hinge, and of course Tinder 😑 I guess I had better hopes of meeting someone more compatible with me. I have been on several dates the last several months. The couple of people I felt I really connected to, did not feel the same way.         I am going to take a break from the whole thing. I do like talking to people online, but it also is exhausting.  Ok, thats all I am going to say about it.         Why can't I meet a real life person? I am going to get out more and try to be more social. I have read to meet people, just go out and do what you like to do, and you will meet like minded people who have the same interests as you.           Like definitely have to go to ...

I went to a psychic fair at the Finger Lakes last Sunday. It was nice, the venue was small. There were a lot of gemstones, jewelry,  salt lamps, essential oils,  and crafts. Of course there were several psychics as well. I was drawn to one that used tarot cards. She even used the same tarot deck that I have 😁 The reading was okay. It was a little vague. She was also selling a book on spiritual awakening.  In the reading she said I need to work on myself. That I needed to go through a spiritual awakening and find myself.  She also said that I was a healer in a past life. And something happend that I was shunned, and couldn't practice anymore. I told her maybe thats why I have such a hard time expressing myself, afraid I am just going to get shunned again! She also said that there will be an opportunity to make money using things in the metaphysical world that I have recently started working with. So thats exciting! So her book is called "Ten Gates into the...