Winter Woes

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    I cannot get out of this funk! I get the blues every winter as I like to be inside where it's warm. When its nice out I like to be outside. During the winter I like to cozy up. Read, watch movies, drink wine, listen to music, and play video games. However this year, I am doing all that but I don't really feel happy about it. I feel distracted and like I should be doing something more productive with my time. 

    I still feel like I want to write, or become a better blogger. That feeling hasn't changed. My energy level is so low. I don't really feel like doing anything. However typing this all out does make me feel better. Not sure who would read this. I just want to get it out. Not sure will help. Last year, or was it the year before? I took some free writing courses. I might do that again. Not that anything came out of it. I was going to bring a notebook with me everywhere and write down things I seen , words or even scenery that I could describe. I do that when I read books. Like a commonplace book. Writing down phrases, quotes, that really speak to me. 

    I still am substituting at my son's elementary school. I do enjoy it, the kids make me smile and laugh every day, They really brighten me up, even if I don't feel that happy to begin with. I am grateful that I am able to enjoy that. One of my dreams is to write a book or books, make lot of money off of it and then not have to worry about money anymore. I would still substitute at the school, just for fun. Which is what I am doing now pretty much.  

    OK, bye for now, will try to write later.